There are many things I have wanted to say to you over the years.
I have missed you so much that words cannot express what I feel.
So I dedicate this site to you
Laura Walls
Wherever you are

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Even Now
-Words and Music by Marty Panzer and Barry Manilow
Even now when there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so she won't see that
Even now when I know it wasn't right
And I've found a better life than what we had
Even now I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad
Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are, I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through, I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew, even now
Even now when I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you've been gone
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
And this pain inside of me goes on and on, even now
Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shinin' through
I swear I think of you and God, I wish you knew
Somehow, even now
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SOMEWHERE DOWN THE ROAD
Barry Manilow
We had the right love
At the wrong time
Guess I always knew inside
I wouldn't have you for a long time
Those dreams of yours
Are shining on distant shores
And if they're calling you away
I have no right to make you stay
But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours will come to see
That you belong with me
Sometimes goodbyes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home
But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours will come to see
That you belong with me
Letting go is just another way to say
I'll always love you so
We had the right love
At the wrong time
Maybe we've only just begun
Maybe the best is yet to come
Cause somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours will come to see
That you belong with me
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If I Should Love Again
Oh my love
You were the only one
Now you're gone and I'm alone
All my friends
They say what's done is done
I pretend
But deep inside I know
If I should love again
If I find someone new
It would be make-believe
For in my heart
It would be you
And though I hold her close
And want her now and then
I'll still be loving you
If I should love again
All day long
I keep remembering
All the night
I think of you
All my life
You'll be the song I sing
I'll get by
But this I swear is true
If I should love again
If I find someone new
It would be make-believe
For in my heart
It would be you
And though I hold her close
And want her now and then
I'll still be loving you
If I should love again
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My Moonlight Memories Of You
Barry Manilow
One time in everybody's life
there is a moment
like the moment we knew
and if you're a fool
you'll let it slip away.
Sometime in everybody's life
there is a feeling
a feeling so rare,
and once it's gone it can never be replaced.
I'm dancing with a shadow
holding on to a dream that'll never come true
still haunted by that old love song
my moonlight memories of you.
My heart is like a ghost town
to every stranger that passes on through
all they find there
is what you left behind there
my moonlight memories of you.
You thought when you left me
I'd let you go
but here I am loving you more
then you'll ever know.
If I could hold you
feel your heart beat
just one more time
there's nothing that I wouldn't do
'cause without your love
I'll never be free of
my moonlight memories of you
One time in everybody's life
there is a moment
like the moment we knew
and if you're a fool
you'll let it slip away...
I'm dancing with a shadow
holding on to a dream that'll never come true -
Still haunted by that old love song
my moonlight memories of you
my moonlight memories of you
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I love you Laura
and I always will